Desserts

Last night, in my dream, Mitchell Maddox visited my school and I saw him getting desserts in the caf (but it was a lot nicer than the caf actually is) and I had made some of the desserts but he didn't get any of the kind I made. So he sat down with me and I joked about how my dessert must have looked pretty unappetizing since he didn't try it. Then we shared the ones he did get and he asked if I wanted to go to a movie with him. So we rode on a moped to the movies and we shared his nalgene for water. We sat in awesome comfy chairs and held hands (haha). Then I ended up at CPCC (Central Piedmont Community College) and somehow knew the whole campus. Jennifer and I were on the phone while I was in a computer lab and we were talking about Chop (even in my dreams, she and I know what's important). The building I was in was trashy and I had some automatic fear that zombies would come get me but they never did. Then I took the elevator down half a floor and walked to the library.

Hail Fever

Last night, I had a really weird one. I can't quite remember all of it but I remember being in Rome, GA and hanging with, well, Ted.

Aside: I can't help who ends up in my dreams but it really sucks when he's in them now because when he has been recently, it's been like it was when we were together and when I wake up, I have to instantly remember that he and I will probably never even really be friends again. Anyway. Back to the dream.

We were hanging out in some church-like building. It was built like a church but wasn't for religious purposes. It was just pretty. We were dancing around at the front of the pews and only a couple other people were in there but they were just socializing. Then all the sudden, I hugged him and he pushed me away. I asked why he did and he said he had "hail fever." Sounded normal in the dream but I didn't know what it was so we went to a library and he took me to a restricted medical section. We looked through maybe a dozen weird disease books and finally found it. The fever started as any other, with just a high temperature and feeling kind of icky. Then a rash began on your upper back and it crawled up the back of your neck, wrapped around and worked its way down your chest/up your face. You had to treat any fever as if it were hail fever because once the rash started, it was unstoppable. Once the rash hit your eyes, it itched worse than anything and in the book with the records of the disease, it showed drawings from the Renaissance people clawing their eyes out with their hands or household appliances. Anything that seemed like it would get rid of the itch, but it always ended up tearing the eyes out of the socket. It drove people insane. So there was an epidemic in Rome and Ted said he had a fever so I checked his back and the rash had started.

Then I woke up and went back to sleep.

In this dream, I was hanging out with Sneh at NASA. He worked there and was showing me around. He was showing me his blueprints of the most recent spacecraft he had designed. I really think that this dream will happen in real life one day.

Last Night: Gas Station

Alex Pound (ex) was somewhere (gas station on school campus) and DJing for a mixer. He had been there for a couple days apparently but I had no clue. I told Alyssa because she was there too, along with some of my other friends. She was worried I'd get back with him 'cause he's a weakness of mine. When we saw each other, we freaked out. He picked me up and we danced around for a while.

22 March 2012: Rumors

I was with friends but I don't remember who. Spenser's ex girlfriend had been writing crap about me and spreading rumors even though she is a high schooler and I don't know her. She wrote stuff about me on note cards and handed them to people.

21 March: 2012 Cookie Cake

In hotel with friends/family

People want to fight/kill me

I stole a purse and they caught in on a sensory thing, not on tape (like they knew where an object was - on a floor in a hallway after having been dropped - and they had a sensor that knew it was picked up)

I was trying to buy a cookie cake and a guy came up behind me and humped me

Same guy apologized at the end but did it again

Apologies at the end and it was so weird

People were going to murder me

06 November 2011: Woke up catching my breath and tearing up

Ted and I were at a carnival after I had been at the Darlington chapel and it flooded (floods were prominent in my dreams around this time). He and I were walking around and he asked me what my exact plan was for the two of us, like if I actually did want to be with him forever... like we had planned). He told me Katy and Adriana were in town and how if they stopped by the house, it would be to try to hook up with him. Once I started up (oh and we were being chased by someone), he told me to actually stop because he didn't really like the idea of sticking to just each other and he didn't want a long commitment (hmm... sounds like the outcome of our relationship). So he decided to not get me a commitment ring and he threw the one I got him into a sewer (another motif in my dreams around that point). He said he didn't love me and never did.

04 November 2011: When things were about to end

Since all of that was going on with Ted not wanting to talk to me for a while, I had a dream about him and in it, I saw him and he just didn't even care to look at me. I told him to dump me and he yelled back, "I will and I won't regret it if you say that again." So I walked off and cried. Then I don't remember much but we didn't have any contact until later on in the dream. He said sorry and asked me back out even though I didn't know it had been over in the first place.

30 September 2011: Turtles

Ted wrote songs for me and sounded like Jack Johnson

I was at school in the sewer and swam with sea turtles who competed in Olympic sports

Guys raced and tested different rain to get me to like them

People sat in buckets for labs in science class

28 August 2011: Conversations

Ted and I were talking and he ended up having the block party he talked about and he was chatting with me on IM. The IM was like an English paper editor, though, so it would give us feedback every time we typed to each other (the feedback was bold, all caps, and red). Then he ended up at my house but it was really the layout of his house. So we were upstairs in my (actually his) room and had sex. Then he went to his block party and so he was typing to me more. And he told me he was smoking cigarettes for "analrelease." Yes... one word. And he kept referring to "analstress." Again, one word. And he got pissed at me for getting mad that he was smoking since he promised to me that he didn't enjoy it, thus wouldn't do it (also because I didn't want to date a smoker).

27 July 2011: He was in a lot of dreams in 2011

I was at my house and Ted came to visit. We were sitting in the living room and I was picking a scab on my arm and it turned into a gaping hole but there was no blood. Just another layer of arm. But I didn't want Ted to see so I had him play the xbox and I let Jake look at the hole in my arm. Then Ted was on the computer and he thought he heard someone at the door but it was Iain playing his electric drums for everyone else upstairs. So Ted and I went to my room and I was changing but had no bra on. So i put a shirt on that zipped on the side and my boob was kind of exposed. I didn't care because I thought just Ted was in there. But Iain snuck in and I yelled for him to get out but he thought I meant Ted so he yelled for Ted to get out and said Ted would never "get any" from me. But I had to tell Iain that he needed to get the hell out. Then Ted and I both got undressed and went skinny dipping in my pool when my family all went out for dinner.

23 June 2011: Bullet Points of Nonsense

Playground

Riding horses but they weren't real

Dad thought oven was his bed

Horse was deteriorating while running

Girl designed a game where she painted this guy and he decided whether or not all your actions were badass enough. He would have you design rooms in a house but they couldn't be girly. Then he would have you ride in a boat down an inside river under the playground and if you touched the water, he took a life away and you started over. If you spoke to someone, he did the same.

His hands were too big.

He tried to kill everything, including the fake horses.

Dad felt bad for one horse specifically because it looked like a skinned tiger.

*When I say the horses weren't real, I don't mean they weren't alive and breathing. They were just mutated or something.

24 May 2011: Valentine's Day Nightmare

My ex, Ted, and I were doing something for Valentine's Day and he ordered us a man and woman to service us, but they were old and ugly. When they got to our house, which was actually a tent, I was so angry. They guy arrived first and I told Ted that he could get stuff but that I wouldn't touch him after if he did. First he tried to come to me, but Ted was really cautious and noticed how dirty the guy's fingernails were and said no. Then the woman got there and tried to do stuff to me but I said hell no. I went outside and jumped into a flood and swam into town.