My World in Unconsciousness
Friday, April 13, 2012
Desserts
Last night, in my dream, Mitchell Maddox visited my school and I saw him getting desserts in the caf (but it was a lot nicer than the caf actually is) and I had made some of the desserts but he didn't get any of the kind I made. So he sat down with me and I joked about how my dessert must have looked pretty unappetizing since he didn't try it. Then we shared the ones he did get and he asked if I wanted to go to a movie with him. So we rode on a moped to the movies and we shared his nalgene for water. We sat in awesome comfy chairs and held hands (haha). Then I ended up at CPCC (Central Piedmont Community College) and somehow knew the whole campus. Jennifer and I were on the phone while I was in a computer lab and we were talking about Chop (even in my dreams, she and I know what's important). The building I was in was trashy and I had some automatic fear that zombies would come get me but they never did. Then I took the elevator down half a floor and walked to the library.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Hail Fever
Last night, I had a really weird one. I can't quite remember all of it but I remember being in Rome, GA and hanging with, well, Ted.
Aside: I can't help who ends up in my dreams but it really sucks when he's in them now because when he has been recently, it's been like it was when we were together and when I wake up, I have to instantly remember that he and I will probably never even really be friends again. Anyway. Back to the dream.
We were hanging out in some church-like building. It was built like a church but wasn't for religious purposes. It was just pretty. We were dancing around at the front of the pews and only a couple other people were in there but they were just socializing. Then all the sudden, I hugged him and he pushed me away. I asked why he did and he said he had "hail fever." Sounded normal in the dream but I didn't know what it was so we went to a library and he took me to a restricted medical section. We looked through maybe a dozen weird disease books and finally found it. The fever started as any other, with just a high temperature and feeling kind of icky. Then a rash began on your upper back and it crawled up the back of your neck, wrapped around and worked its way down your chest/up your face. You had to treat any fever as if it were hail fever because once the rash started, it was unstoppable. Once the rash hit your eyes, it itched worse than anything and in the book with the records of the disease, it showed drawings from the Renaissance people clawing their eyes out with their hands or household appliances. Anything that seemed like it would get rid of the itch, but it always ended up tearing the eyes out of the socket. It drove people insane. So there was an epidemic in Rome and Ted said he had a fever so I checked his back and the rash had started.
Then I woke up and went back to sleep.
In this dream, I was hanging out with Sneh at NASA. He worked there and was showing me around. He was showing me his blueprints of the most recent spacecraft he had designed. I really think that this dream will happen in real life one day.
Monday, April 2, 2012
Last Night: Gas Station
Alex Pound (ex) was somewhere (gas station on school campus) and DJing for a mixer. He had been there for a couple days apparently but I had no clue. I told Alyssa because she was there too, along with some of my other friends. She was worried I'd get back with him 'cause he's a weakness of mine. When we saw each other, we freaked out. He picked me up and we danced around for a while.
22 March 2012: Rumors
I was with friends but I don't remember who. Spenser's ex girlfriend had been writing crap about me and spreading rumors even though she is a high schooler and I don't know her. She wrote stuff about me on note cards and handed them to people.
21 March: 2012 Cookie Cake
In hotel with friends/family
People want to fight/kill me
I stole a purse and they caught in on a sensory thing, not on tape (like they knew where an object was - on a floor in a hallway after having been dropped - and they had a sensor that knew it was picked up)
I was trying to buy a cookie cake and a guy came up behind me and humped me
Same guy apologized at the end but did it again
Apologies at the end and it was so weird
People were going to murder me
06 November 2011: Woke up catching my breath and tearing up
Ted and I were at a carnival after I had been at the Darlington chapel and it flooded (floods were prominent in my dreams around this time). He and I were walking around and he asked me what my exact plan was for the two of us, like if I actually did want to be with him forever... like we had planned). He told me Katy and Adriana were in town and how if they stopped by the house, it would be to try to hook up with him. Once I started up (oh and we were being chased by someone), he told me to actually stop because he didn't really like the idea of sticking to just each other and he didn't want a long commitment (hmm... sounds like the outcome of our relationship). So he decided to not get me a commitment ring and he threw the one I got him into a sewer (another motif in my dreams around that point). He said he didn't love me and never did.
04 November 2011: When things were about to end
Since all of that was going on with Ted not wanting to talk to me for a while, I had a dream about him and in it, I saw him and he just didn't even care to look at me. I told him to dump me and he yelled back, "I will and I won't regret it if you say that again." So I walked off and cried. Then I don't remember much but we didn't have any contact until later on in the dream. He said sorry and asked me back out even though I didn't know it had been over in the first place.
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